Last time

Last time.
This is my last time sleeping in my bed.
My last time looking at my bird.
Last time petting my dog-my beloved friend.
Last time with Kastrid.
Last time showering in my shower with everything normal and where i need it.
Last time walking down my street.
Last time being in a ward where i know everyone.
Last time i know anyone within fifty miles.
This is the last time I'm still a child, and just like a child i want to be comforted. When i passed my parents room it took all i had in me to not wake up my dad and ask him to tuck me in. Actually, i think i might cave in.